Showing up

A good time as any for self reflection. Am away from home now, living alone, taking much better care of myself, outside (only a little) of my comfort zone. Away from negativities and conditioned beliefs and behavior. I am so grateful that I have this opportunity! It is not about working overseas, but the true value of me growing and showing up. I keep waiting and looking for the end point, but I have also learnt to accept and embrace each present moment. I am enjoying my journey, fully appreciative and aware and ALIVE! Truly, I never felt more alive. Almost as if I have been sleep walking through all my past 30+ years. It's not very long granted, but think of all the past lifetimes.... endless cycle of samsara. There is knowledge and intent, aspirations and motivations. I am now striving for discipline, dedication, application and integration; to be align and living my truth, to show up and be present, comfortable in who I am, where my path has taken me. No matter how big or small a step, each has been taken consciously, sometimes decided upon as best based on the stage I was at. No wrong or right, life just is. I honour my journey and my growth. Have been down physically. I see it as karmic clearing though. So while it was challenging, I am still grateful. My being and heart is open and radiating more than ever, with joy, peace and presence. Life is truly beautiful. Sending you love from where I am.