And I am not even sure where it originates from.
And is it an irony that it is all anger at myself?
At e fact that I m still so deluded, that I m still hiding myself in shows and stories.
That I realise the importance of practice but fail to find joy in it.
Or have I yet to fully comprehend. That would make more sense.
Is it right to be angry in this instance?
But anger is still a mental defilement. It is due to attachment, due to expectations.
Even simple dislike is a form of aversion.
We should strive for equanimity. Even indifference is unacceptable. For we are "one big family".
What should I do with my anger?
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